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Rex Huang16 in 2010. 15/2 is my birthday. Marist from 2007 till 2009 End of Semester 1 Graduated from Taipei Municipal Jen Ai Junior High School class904 number40 Oh and, Imeem you suck, for merging with MySpace. Assholes |
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This blog was opened by Rex to accomodate his mindless musings and daily rantings.Do enjoy your stay here, and don't take what's not yours! Haters, please, FUCK OFF Just so short and sweet. shout outs
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If It Kills Me
Hey everyone. I know I'm not a really consistent blogger.I have two blogs to maintain currently = = But anyway, the trip back to Singapore was really an enjoying one. It's going to be three months since school started. I really love my school, and nonetheless, my new classmates. Though we're all boys, we had much fun. That's the best thing about a boys' school. Too much to say about everything, since I haven't been blogging often. But I promise I will, at least one a week from now on. Ok I try to = = Today's topic. I love Jason Mraz, much. One of my favorite song : "If It Kills Me" . The lyrics are simply, superb. (: Hello, tell me you know Yeah, you've figured me out Something gave it away It would be such a beautiful moment To see the look on your face To know that I know that you know now And baby that's a case of my wishful thinking You know nothing Well, you and I, why we go carrying on for hours on end We get along much better than you and your boyfriend Well, all I really wanna do is love you A kind much closer than friends use But I still cant say it after all we've been through And all I really want from you is to feel me As the feeling inside keeps building And I will find a way to you if it kills me If it kills me How long can I go on like this Wishing to kiss you Before I rightly explode Well, this double life I lead isn't healthy for me In fact it makes me nervous If I get caught I could be risking it all 'Cause maybe there's a lot that I miss In case I'm wrong All I really wanna do is love you A kind much closer than friends use I still cant say it after all we've been through And all I really want from you is to feel me As the feeling inside keeps building And I will find a way to you if it kills me If it kills me If it kills me If I should be so bold I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand I'd tell you from the start how I longed to be your man But I never said a word I guess I'm gonna miss my chance again Well, all I really wanna do is love you A kind much closer than friends use I still can't say it after all we've been through And all I really want from you is to feel me As the feeling inside keeps building And I will find a way to you if it kills me If it kills me If it kills me Oh, I think it might kill me And all I really wanna do you is feel you Yeah, the feeling inside keeps building I find a way to you if it kills me If it kills me If it kills me It might kill me Kinda much like how I feel now. Ha. Leave your messages on my tagboard, till then XD My MSN hangs often now. And this is totally bullshit. I don't even have a slightest idea why it hangs so often. ESPECIALLY TODAY. Fuck. / Back to business. I'm going back to Singapore on Aug 5. Around the National Day holidays. Please please, ask me out. Like right now, so I can plan. Oh yes... Can someone accommodate me, if not I will have to go and live in the streets. / If you're gonna ask what the hell I'm doing these few days, my answer will be, 'I seriously have no idea'. I am rotting at home doing nothing, except that I went to learn dancing today. I can't even pick up a single thing. My limbs just gets all tangled up. Great eh? = = / I'm regretting a little that I got into 'Jian Zhong'. You see, the problem is that, every one will have their eyes on you, and especially in my case. Just because I'm foreign student. I'm not going to talk about this any further. I mean, I don't like to study. It's not all about studying in our whole life, unless you're really some geek, I don't know. But just.. yea = = DAMN / @Andrea -- I did. Not really effective? heh. So what should I use? @SK -- Hmm.. National day... I can't make it, since I will be in school. @Michelle -- ~~ Say something! Yes I'm back for today's post. Barre chords are really some pain in the ass for me, tabs, too. If I'm going to hate them, I will not enjoy playing guitar anymore. Too bad I don't dislike them. Just how long, I wonder, will it take for my fingers to stop aching again. It even aches as I typed on the keyboard, though not as much on the guitar. Once I pull through, I can really play a guitar decently. / The books for my holiday assignment arrived (I ordered them through the Internet, since I can't find them in the bookstores in the other day). This means... I have to start doing my homework. I plan to finish them in two weeks. So that I will really be free in August. / Talked to my dad the other day, for like 5 minutes or so only. I think he's agreed on my going to Singapore. It's either end of July or on National Day (of Singapore)... But it's July 22 already! Oh my god = =" Guess I have to start asking later on and get an answer as soon as possible. / I really do hope that girl can either patch up with her ex or find someone else soon enough. LMAO. / *Sigh*... I ran out of ideas again. I really want to be someone humorous and make everybody else laugh. And I seriously don't know how to get more people visit my blog! Oh ya~~~ I'm back. I forgot to post for the past few days, and I know forgetting is really, irresponsible. SO YES, I'm irresponsible for my blog and towards you people. AND YES, I went to Formosa Fun Coast, a water-themed amusement park on Monday with my classmates. But I have to keep wandering, why is the English name so funny = =. Besides that, Monday was a really great day. All the water slides and all.. Yea. A really nice place to visit. I got addicted to Peter Chao's videos these days.. Damn you Darren, for showing his video to me :D Again, I'm outta idea for today's post. It makes me feel bad for not posting, but, posting so little sucks a lot too. Perhaps it's because it is late? ~.~ OK, I promise a longer post tomorrow... GOOD NIGHT @Nat -- YEAH! :D Must tag often! @SK -- HAHA OK!! I will go tag you!~ How should I start today? Hmm... OK let's talk about what happened these few days. I'm not that happy still, about the going back to Singapore stuff, or rather I didn't really talk to Dad about it. It will be SOON. So um, there was, or is, whatever, this girl I know just right before graduation. Class 906. What about her? She broke up with her boyfriend not long ago. The reason both of them had was, the guy likes another girl. The ACTUAL reason? Was both of them had others on their mind. What has that got to do with me? Nothing, ok maybe a little, since I made friends with her.. A few days after they broke up, the girl talked to me. She told me they'd broken up and told me why they broke up. She brought up the topic of, she has somebody in mind for 4 or 5 times?! I wasn't even interested because, I was afraid the person might be me. My friend and I suspected so, mind ya, her cousin was in the same class as that girl. So, she and her cousin were suspecting the person she might like is me. I was worried, but a lot of my best buddies told me not too. There's completely nothing to worry about, because I may not be the one. Why I go into frustration? It's because I consider this as trouble, and I really hate trouble. I'm not thinking about it anymore, I seriously have no special feelings for her. JUST LIKE THIS. Thank you. Today, really sucks, shall I repeat it a few more times? @Andrea -- Hmm, not really sure :O haha!! Um.. Just have this feeling. ha! @SK -- HAHA hello!! It's ok!! 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I really, miss my dearest friends in Singapore. Mak, Ben and Kev, I still remember how we can go insane and wreck havoc at either my house or Kev's house every time we meet up to play PS2. We just go screaming the whole time. Doubt this will happen again any time soon. Kev, we really shared our secrets, well, actually, I'm usually the one telling how I feel, I now realize I don't really know you that well, I'm regretting. Mak, we talked about all those strange stuff (I don't know if I should call them strange), but we could talk about girl problems and all too. Ben, you're always easy-going and friendly, and we talked a lot about baseball or softball. We threw ball together often too. Still remember we saw Shirley?! HAHA! But again, to Ben and Mak, I really doubt I know you two that well, too. Or rather, everyone else, seems that I don't know you people all too well.. All I know that is, I enjoy being with you guys, talking to you guys. The one special group of 2B -- Xian Wei, Zheng Jie, Yon Han, Darren. I still remember we do almost anything together in school and after school. We go to the movies, we talk about the bad things of some teachers, we play games together and many many more. There's Yong Rui, joining us many times too!! We go crazy every time! Nathan, Jing Ren, Swee Kiat and Benjamin, we were really close friends in secondary two, too. To Nathan and Swee Kiat, especially, we will be best friends forever. I know you love me lots, Nat :D Well, there are still so many to talk about but.. A post with all these taking up almost half the space, isn't that good, is it? :O I mean, it's not like I'm dying or anything else.. Just that, I really thank all of you, to be my friends. So, MSHS isn't that bad, eh? At least we get to know each other, having our paths crossed one another's. SO!!! My mom was coming up with a solution with my Dad's disapproval of my going back. She said we could go back during the Chinese New Year break next year, by then I would be having winter vacation, but, it's really a little inconvenient, since most of you will be going to different schools already. So please, leave comments on the tagboard, it is THAT useful. I wanna hear suggestions. ANY GRAMMATIC ERRORS I MAKE, LEAVE A TAG OF IT TOO! Thanks! I'm going to post this URL up on Facebook, pray to god that many will come and read it. Tag Replies @Darren -- I love you, too!! haha! you're the sexeh~ @Chingling -- Oh yea~~ OK!! 7.11
BCT... stands for Basic Competence Test (most likely it's like this) is a test taken by all Year Three students of junior high school when they are about to graduate, and with the results, they post for the schools they want to go to. Similar to the PSLE or the O'Levels. For about ten years, the test can be taken twice, and it's going to change next year, of which students can only take the test once. You wanna take a second time? You gotta take the second one which would then be a nationwide one. To put it straight, since my English isn't that good, instead of competing with others of the same area(the first one would be area based), EX. in Taipei, you take the same test with the others across the nation, so you compete with all the other students in Taiwan. Lower chances of getting into a good school, in my opinion of course. But it does makes sense.Why am I saying all these? Because some of my friends are going take the second BCT test today. They had four papers yesterday. The end of their suffering would be today. They are going to enjoy their summer vacation soon, which I already have been doing so for a few weeks. I thought the time would be a tad longer :/ OK, so the main point is, I didn't go to the venue of the exams to cheer them! HA! And I promised to do so a month ago? What a nice friend I am. O'c'mon, it's the midst of summer, and it's pretty damn hot this year.. That's not the main reason though - -" A HAVE many, many reasons to that. However, mostly it's because I'm not really happy these few days. My dad is against the idea of me going back to Singapore for a short visit. How nice is that? Give me a good reason why, instead of saying, money would be a problem. I admit, our financial situation isn't as well as before, and it has been at it's worst for a long time. Has been = still going on. Taking a short trip won't make much of a difference, will it? "Buying an apartment before the end of the year would still be alright, but you know your mom would probably be spending much more money, and if you go to Singapore now, you would be spending a lot..." I don't want these crap reasons, what's wrong with my mom? Why do you have to blame her every time, for spending all the money?! She has done, ABSOLUTELY nothing wrong. Where does the money go to? The TWO of us, her own children. First thing that comes up to her mind is always her children. Seldom does she spent money on herself. And she's doing accounting, like every single day? So again, do you have a fucking problem with her? Anyway, he's coming back today, and I will have to talk to him. My mom said it's time that I really talk to my dad and help her say something. I've been trying to be neutral all the time. Who wants to see their parents quarrel? But I just can't understand why he doesn't wants to talk to her properly. One more, he's afraid of me, sort of. He usually does the things I asked for, and I'm not lying. Now, I've got myself into the top high school, he's even more going to listen to me talk and really reflect on himself. I really had a shock last night, when I know something I shouldn't know, oh well. I will probably post again at night. Tag Replies @Andrea: Hello, thank you!! I expected you to be the first too. Done relinking. Hmm am I the one who taught you how? like all the codes and all @B.T.5: Why not sexy. Billy Tee 5. Your jersey number, I took some time to think about that. @K: Done so, :D @Kevin: Hello!!!! You have to take good care too!! Do your best, a few months remaining! @Yvonne: Hey dear, thanks~! Done!! I know, it's ok. I've done those kinda stuff before too, it's just lag. Haha!!! :D @Chingling: Hello!! Do you still blog~? |